"Lepas-Gian-Therapy" Session

okay....

"weh apa crita hang pnya blog?x update punnn" (M. Afiq, 2009)

sory sheikh for letting you down. i know that it is not only you who miss my entry. but the other fans as well... sory my dear fans for lettiing you down... haha..

okay i would call this as my "Lepas Gian Therapy Session"

my last post was like more than a month ago and it is actually bad for a 'babyblogger' like me. err.... i mean.... a new blogger... hahaa..

i was so geram that i couldnt update my blog due to my hectic schedule... darn... i got so jealous whe reading my friends entry. they shared on the poems, the haikus, and the most important point that i wud like to say here is.... they even wrote on "gettting to know you"...!!!

aaaaahhhh!!!

aku pun ta tulis lagi... depa dah tulis... but nevermind...i would say almost the same thing like what azie and safwan wrote in their entry.... and infact, i am honoured to have them commenting on the event. thanx azie, thanx safwan, thanx everyone for making G2Ku a succes! ;-)

lepas G2ku apa ek...?

Oh yaaaa!!!

the sudden semester break! ok fans, if i had time to write about that, my subject of the entry would be just having to inform every one that i didnt really enjoyed my break as i had to undergo check-ups and rest most of the time due to the dengue fever...

hmm... what's next? haaa!!! kawad kawalan kehormatan diraja istiadat konvokesyen arituu..

ok..
here;s how it goes..

while i was stilll recovering myself at home, i received an sms telling me to be there on the 30th july 2009. damn, i just got home on the 26th and they are asking me to be there on the 30th for the rehearsal???? no way!!

hehehe... so i went back on the 31st night instead and arrived there on the 1st morning. sangatla behind the schedule kan???

who cares? paling teruk officers tu bagi aku push up 50++ tak pun, squad jump, tak pun dia ketuk aku ngn tongkat kawad tuh... ahhh!! biarkan! layan je... janji dapat balik umah puas sikit.. ahahah...

ok, on the 3rd, the hari kawalan kehormatan diraja i was still coughing and i had to really bear with it because kawad depan Agong kot... tak kan nak batuk ty dia periksa barisan... there were several time that i was about to cough. so what i did? i hold my breath to avoid from coughing in front of His Majesty Tuanku Yg Di-Pertuan Agong... ok fans... that will be the main point to be discussed if i were to post my entry haritu..

next apa eh?

haa... after 3rd Aug... here the best part kot....

i was preparing myself for the "IIUM Invitational Intervarsity and Open Taekwondo C'ship" which was to be held on the 7th,8th, 9th..

gile.... penat.... mana dgn kelas lagi...

training lagi..

dating lagi....whups! eh yang tu tak.... xde masa k... ahaha

on the 4th..

i heard rumours that i will be promoted to Senior Under Officer (SUO) in ROTU. the hari pemakaian pangkat n pembukaan latihan will be on the 9th. the rehearsal will be on the 8th OK... this is scary...

i don't really mind if i were destined to be the unfortunate person to be in that rank. being an SUO is a big deal because only ONE SUO in every IPTA seluruh malaysia... and, whoever become the SUO for UiTM, it will be a huge deal because the person has to lead not only the shah alam squad, but ROTU from UiTM Melaka, Arau, and Dungun.... WHOA!!!

it is not that i am afraid to be the leader.. that will be like an untimate challenge to me and it will be a good credit for me later on.. but... the thing is.. i am not like any other RATU.... i mean ROTU Cadet Officer... they dont do anything else besides ROTU and study. but me??? i have to train for the competitions... nak baca novel contemp lit lagi.... nak involve ngan ethos lagi.... aiyaaaa...

on the 5th..
i was confirm that i am the org malang itu..... i got the news that i will be promoted to SUO... but, was told in a different way... the military style...

i was ask to do push-up... and then hold at the lower position... pastu the officer said "haaaa tahniah2.. ni la dia yg bakal jadi SUO UITM ni ye.... nak jadi SUO mesti mantap... hah! buatla push up 50...." hadoiyai... buat salah kene, tak buat salah pun kene.... layan je... tapi baru tgh buat around 20 lebih dia dah suruh bangun... slamat....

so i didnt go to the tournament sebab clash dgn promotion day tu..

dipendekkan crite..

8th - debate workshop -tapi balik awal coz had to attendthe rehearsal at 4pm.
9th - i got promoted to Senior Under Officer

(ya allah, aku tahu Kau yg pilih aku... bg la aku ptunjuk Ya allah, jgn la uji aku hebat2.... iman aku nih lemah ya allah.... mudahkanla segalanya Ya Allah....)

10th - i went to terubuk clans' house..... i was sleeping besides mamu... tibe2..

"teet-teet"x2

Pusat Sukan Uitm informed me that i got shortlisted to go for the National Taekwondo Team Selection on the 17th aug at the Majlis Sukan Negara Bukit Jalil....

i pinched my cheek... and say "o...k.... this is not a dream"

i had around 1 week to prepare myself..

another hectic training schedule... aiyaaaa bila mau update blog????

xde masa nak lepak2, layan FB, blogging, dating.... whups! skali lagi whups! yg tu tak ok....

17th Aug...

went to MSN, there was really a gigantic prehistoric butterfly in my stomach. i was so nervous! gile tak nervous! national selection kot! kalau selection petanque ke, netball ke, frisbee ke xpe gak! ni Taekwondo! a combat sport sport that involves full physical contact!

i didnt eat anything,
i didnt talk to any1,
i didnt text to any1,
i even forgot to breathe i think..

its weird when a creature like me gets so nervous...

the weigh in session...

and then they called my name to spar. only 1 round. 2 minutes. realizing that i only had 2minutes. i told myself that i rreally have to explode in that extended time.

i screwed up.

i didnt get selected.

i had my meal at the MSN

we went back

i was wondering inside the UITM van..

why i wasnt selected?

Allah tak pilih aku nih....

xpala.... nextime kot...

lagipun if i were selected....

gilaa weh.... serving the nation is not a benda main2... many things that i have to sacifice... maybe i am not ready yet...

xpe, selection for Asian University Games 2010 ada lagi... and Bangkok will be the host...

i'allah... kalw ada jodoh, i mean klw ada rezeki xkemana...

haaaaa.....

now that answers why it is hard for me to keep my blog updated.. plus, there are no internet acces at kolej teratai..

my life now..... and so far...

xla bz sgt.....

ada la time nak bernafas sikit...

but maybe only for a while... coz there are still lots of things to catch-up..

i didnt really pay atention during the class and now is the time for me to start focus.....


hmmmm...
its 29th aug... 5am... im at home now...

i dont feel like to go sleeping.. i just want to enjoy every single minute being at home and i don't want to lose a second of it.

i just want to lepas geram to be at home...

eating like monster

dating with my laptop... ah best nya....

p/s:

i dont feel like recheck my entry for any typo, grammatical or syntax error...or whatsoever this time.plz dun get mad at me teacher azie.. i just write what i feel and i love it this way... hahaa!!

-budak homesick gila-