Creative Juice

screen oh screen --thou i keep staring,
none is moving
oh dear screen,
what is happening --i should be writing!

-Firdaous Fadzil-

can i have these for my birthday please???

Harry Potter Boxset Books 1 - 7.

it comes with a Hogwarts "Deliver To:" sticker...

stickers included so u can decorate the box yourself...

hard cover editions from 1997-2007

also comes with an old fashion lock...

*drooling*

Of Busyness and Birthday Wishes...

I was about to start my lesson and I wrote 'friday' on the top, left corner of the whiteboard...
and i wanted to write the date... but i forgot...
while still looking at the whiteboard, i asked my students ..

"WHAT DATE IS TODAY CLASS???!!"

"13th SIR!!!"

"WHAT????" I turned my head, looking at my students and asked again, "ARE YOU SURE??"

"YES, WHY SIR??"

"NOTHING...." *darn.... what is wrong with you man, how can you forget today is 13th...*

This is not the first time it happens... i did forget few important dates like i wished kakngah happy birthday a day after her birthday and that made me felt so bad. i also forget few of my good friends' birthday... and few others more that i did.. sounds bad right??

The point of having me saying all these is that all these occurrence that keep on happening since i started my life as a university student make me think and reflect upon myself and i hope this little sparks could ignite others too.

We always busy with our life. Let's not make our busyness become an excuse for us to forget important dates or not to even spend a little time to at least give a call to our family and ask how are they doing.

Yesterday was my little brother's birthday and my best friend's birthday. Although it may be a bit late (because i always be among the first to wish them happy birthday),
but still, i think, i still made it on time. :)

i know it's worth waiting...

"daous nih single or dah ade yg special?"

*yikes... double yikes...*

*pause*

"daus single la kak... xde mase.. bz.. hehe..."

"laaa.. yeke.. mlm nih buat ape? akak nk buat bbq, dtgla umah akak mlm ni... klw segan, ajak la kawan teman... sape name cikgu petang tuh??"

"khairul ke kak?(referring to Jeng)"

"ha'ah.. ajak la dia ke, sape2 teman daous..."

*okay..... lain mcm je nih.. mule2 tnye single ke tak... passtu tetibe ade bbq... okay...*

"hmm.. alaa, sory la kak.... xleh pg.. dah ade janji nk pg umah sedara mlm ni.. ada gathering"

"laa, yeke.. pegi la awal umah sedare tuh... mlm ni dtg umah akak"

"daous harini ada training sampai petang kat ampang, pastu dari ampang kzen datang amik... soryla kak, mmg mntak maaf sgt... xdpt pegi.. dah janji ngn kzen dah.."
(i lied... erk...)

"laa.. hmm.. xpe laa.. lain kali la camtuh... sbenarnye... if daous xkisah, kak nak kenalkan dgn niece akak... dia student 1st year account kt Uitm shah alam la jugak... dulu diploma kat jengka.."

*gulp*

"akak ade ajak dia join kite pg bentong selasa nih.. tp dia xnak tinggal kelas.. maklumlaa.. dia slalu sblm nih pun dok dpt dean's list... mmg payah la dia nak tinggal kls..."

*hah, sudah...*

"owh, yeke... so, selasa nih, kite pg... bawak budak form 4 je kan kak? pegi sane kite cuci sungai je kan?" (cubaan untuk menukar topik perbincangan)

"yer... form four je... guru pengiring nanti kite ade 5 org termasuk daous n terry... xdpt ke nak dtg umah akak mlm nih?"

"hmm.. terime kasih kak jemput datang mlm nih... tp daous mtk maaf sgt, xdpt pg...dah janji la kak.."

"xpela daus, nextime la klw camtuh k...."

"ok, kak... i'allah.."


yikes.....
mdm rosalind, once shared with me in one of her drama class about the unexpected things that might happen during our teaching practicum... and yes.... i think I've faced it myself....

whoa... i had my heartbeat stopped for a while.... like seriously...








p/s:

I don't think i am that good at waiting...
but, for some reasons... I can wait...
...and i know... this time around
it's worth waiting....
and i shall not stop waiting...
as it has never changed since the day I felt it...

they're married!!!!

it's my friend's wedding!!! it's nani's wedding!!

oh dear, i still can't believe myself that my another classmate has just got married!

after kaz and dela.. and now nani and her husband (nasuha kalau x silap hehe)...

who'll be the next?? raise up your hand? plz... hehe...

okay, i'm just excited that they're married, and let's us congratulate them and pray for their happiness!

doakan jodoh mereka berkekalan sampai akhir hayat.... dimurahkan rezeki, and diberkati allah.... amin... congrates nani, nasuha, kaz, and dela!!!

congratulations!!!!

=)

aaaaarghhh

just wrote one long entry....
i wanted to edit before publish the entry,
accidently clicked on the "back" button...
and kaput! i've lost it....
malas nak tulis baru.....
aarghh demotivated nyaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!

My Masterpieces

i just read haikus from aziz'z page and i feel like sharing some of my pieces that i've made...
i was afraid to post them on my page initially because seriously i am intimidated with my other friends who have great talents in writing. But, i just feel like to share them with you guys.

p/s: would be very glad if you may leave some inspiring sparks after you read my pieces.

1st, is my Acrostic Poem:

Compound

My father's name is shorter than mine,
Only two syllables in his name.
He was a villain to me when i was a kid
As i was not so easy to cheat.
My oh my, daddy you were so strict,
My oh my,now you've changed
And i now a man who you wanted to change.
Daddy oh daddy, you still love to gauge.

K'own is my nickname
Hey never misspelled my name.
A fitness freak is what i am,
Incurable optimist is what they meant.
Radziah is my mom, the queen of my heart.
Unlike the rest, she's truly one of a kind, who
Loves and cares until the end of the time.

Firdaus is my aim, Firdaous
Is my name.
Running is my hobby but i
Don't run.
Any obstacle i face,
Only glory that i embrace.
Using all means that i have, I
Strive, I chase, I win the race.

~Firdaous Fadzil~



Next, would be my Haikus:


"And from the blue sky it comes,
dropped on the ground
and splatted on my right shoe"

"Down the stairs she is,
smiling and giggling,
on the phone--talking"

"pity face she showed to me,
--stopped eating,
i shooed her away"


~Firdaous Fadzil~